going under general anesthesia was really interesting because the process of going under wasn’t what i expected at all, you’d think it’s just like falling asleep right?? but it’s actually more like spacing out. like i just stopped paying attention, and then when i regained focus i was waking up hours later. kind of cool actually. though unfortunately the rest of waking up wasn’t that cool, i had a really shitty anxiety attack in the bathroom and it took like an hour to calm down… very weird when your body isn’t responding the right way, and the drugs just fucked up my reaction even further